If you can tell, I lost a follower :( Oh well.
In the meantime of re-gaining that one person, I'd like to know more about all of you!
Even if you are a usual person who comments or if I read your blog. So comment below if you read this with your link if you have one! I want make sure I'm following all those following me who have blogs.
Hope you all had a nice weekend!
I apologize un advance for confusing things, use of caps lock and more. By the way this is SUPER long...
Why must unnecessary stress come from things we love the most?
Why must we live in a world where everything is a big deal when it is not important...?
You must all know by now I LIVE for being in the One Direction Fandom. You don't know the stress it comes with till you're in it though...
Fights about shipping people (including band members with eachother... some people are hardcore "Larry" - Harry and Louis - shippers HOW?! LOUIS ISN'T... LIKE... THAT... HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND)
So for some unknown reason, my stress-free, go with the flow, laid back mind gets swapped for a raging river of questions when rumors come about. I swear I turn into Sherlock Holmes, a really really dumb Sherlock Holmes, looking for answers. Most people would say to wipe all that negativity out of my life. But you can't just stop being in a fandom, I can imagine most of us bloggers know that ;)
But honestly the past few days have been one of the worst times I have experienced in this fandom. Rumor after rumor...
Eleanor Calder, Louis Tomlinsons long time girlfriend had some recent pictures released where apparently to some people she looks extremely thin and has bruises on her body. Of course some jump to the option Louis is abusing her. YEAH RIGHT THEY ARE IN THE PICTURE TOGETHER AND HAPPY. Some say Eleanor has anorexia. DOES ANYBODY UNDERSTAND ANOREXIA IS NOT A BODY TYPE IT IS A MENTAL ISSUE THAT CAUSES you to eat less/starve yourself and lose weight. I have friends that have joked about eating disorders multiple times and let me tell you, it is not to joke about. Like, its a picture, maybe she lost a pound or two, leave her ALONE. NOT EVEN A BIG DEALLLLL.
And Harry... has been seen going out with a model multiple times now. 1: Model. ALWAYS a model. 2: Okay she's actually really pretty and looks nice. 3: Harry has the right to do whatever he wants. Maybe she makes him very happy. Is that not what we want for him?
Earlier this past weekend Niall was spotted again with a girl. BIG DEAL PEOPLE HE'S A 21 YEAR OLD GUY WHO HASN'T HAD A REAL GIRLFRIEND MOST OF HIS CAREER IN ONE DIRECTION SINCE 2010. He's been out with other celebrities which BOTHERS ME SO MUCH. But give me a break he has been seen with this girl since summer and she looks nice and normal and it seems to me and some other people they are just friends anyways.
Last but never the least... a Vine was posted in Saturday of Louis Tomlinson apparently 'coming out'. I'm NOT. MAY I REPEAT NOT even going to talk about this. If you want to see the video Google it for yourself. He doesn't say that. Like I'm even gonna say anything because it stresses me out that people actually think he did. Okay I'm done. He has a girlfriend. Eleanor. For like, 4 years. Just don't even go there. Ughhhh I don't think that last paragraph made ANY sense to people.... whatever.
My point is... why does all of this bother me so much? Why do people have to make a big deal anyways? What should i believe online? Is it because I care about these people SO much that don't know I exist? What is it? Why can't people accept things. We can't change who Harry Styles goes out with on the weekends by sending the girl hate. Its only gonna hurt them. We might as well be telling them what they eat for breakfast just incase THAT BRAND OF CEREAL CAN KILL YOU. See? Totally unnecessary!!!!!! Just leave it. Take it in, accept whats going on. We can't control them. We can put our opinion out and yeah, even get frustrated.
Sometimes we can't do anything but hope and pray. Like back last spring when Louis and Zayn were smoking marijuana in Peru or something because its legal there. People BURNED their concert tickets after that video was released. People gave up and left the fandom. People sent pictures of themselves self harming to One Direction [thats really messed up. I apologize for mentioning it I just want to make my point] because this small act hurt fans so much. Yeah I was mad, but they can do what they want we can't change it. Maybe they were stressed out too and didn't care what they were doing. No one knows. Sometimes we only can just pray they have the peace of mind to stop.
Overall, One Direction are all good people who haven't had anything bad publicized in their fame so far. Even for their ages thats honestly really good. Reason number 28648364859291 why I look up to them.
But this post... I just wanted to ask...
Why do things like this stress me out?
Is it necessarily a bad thing?
Put your thoughts and answers in the comments!!
Thanks for reading this whole crazy post, I appreciate it.
Also I'm sorry if my posts seem like they revolve around mt favorite bands because to be honest, i DO focus on other parts of life if you are wondering;)
Tomorrow or today depending on where you live... is that day of the year you have to accept that you're single and will be for probably a long time. You'll be looking at everyone else who actually does something on Valentine's day and wonder how they even got that far in life. But if you're like me, you probably won't care either because I'd rather be wishing ALL OF YOU A HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
So no matter what you're doing today, I just wanted to wish you all a nice day :)
Oh my gosh that rhymes....
One thing about this tour setlist is that theres tons of songs from their last album too... which is great because its my favorite album... but its more than usual. And it kinda makes it seem like a 2nd go on the last tour. There was even a hashtag for it... #OTRAnotWWA2.0 LOL. But the Australian fans are really angry, I am along with them, that they were treated like a dress rehearsal. Apparently the setlist might change for the U.S. and European part of the tour because Australia didn't get the last tour so it was like a take 2 for them.... I hope they DO include more songs from FOUR.
OOOHHHH AND ONE MORE THINGGGGGGG
MICHAEL CLIFFORD DYED HIS HAIR BLUE. AGAIN. BUT MORE BEAUTIFUL. The Orange and Red are still my faves though!!! I don't even know how to explain what was going on in my head when I saw this....
A new tour means:
- New Pictures
- New GIFs
- New things to laugh about
- New on-stage clothes
- New funny lyric changes
- Immense joy for all Directioners
- Hours of concerts on YouTube to watch
- Tears to be shed
Some person in the 4th row of the 1st show is recording the concert LIVE!!!! SO AT 2 AM I COULD BE WATCHING IT!!! Or I could be normal and wait like 5 hours and it will be online....
BUT I'M ACTUALLY SO EXCITED FOR THIS TOUR, LIKE MORE THAN LAST TOUR.
AND IT LOOKS LIKE THEY ARE PERFORMING MY FAVORITE SONG :D
Yes, I am still in the process of tickets and stuff but right now I'm just gonna focus on the rest of the tour.
A reason I am actually posting this is to give you all a warning to BEAR WITH ME these next couple of months.... my updates and all that tend to get kind of insane.. ^^^ Hahaha :)
But yeah anyways I'm super excited!!!
I'm sure you'll hear from me very soon......
I don't know why, but I came up with this name 'World of Noise' while changing the name of my Tumblr blog earlier... and I thought I'd put it up here for a bit and see if I liked it. So it may not be permanent but I just randomly came up with this and I'm comfortable with how it sounds so lets try it :)
Pretty sure I'll be keeping my URL, either way for convenience.
And look at the keyboard shortcut crowns!!! >>>>♚
What happened in January? Not much, to be honest! This weekend I went on a nice retreat at Schoenstatt, a few days ago my new sister was born, Zayn Malik turned 22, Calum Hood turned 19 and yesterday Harry Styles turned 21 WHATTTT
Okay anyways, that's all I can think of. And now we're into the 2nd day of February.
I'm really hoping to have a good, solid blog post, rather than small updates (which sometimes get the most views though). Something that you can take out of it... Like my Labels post from last month. (I mean if anyone got something out of it! Haha)